I think my main reason for abscense is my drive to RP Rashka currently is 0%. I'm not quite sure where to go ahead with her, and feel that the majority of our Orcs has a great dislike for her, of course this is mainly IC, but the way people treat her sometimes (which sometimes obv has its causes) can't help but affect me too IRL sometimes.. I may just seem like an complete arse to some people, but I really ain't, and even if I was, I still have feelings. I've also felt like there wasn't much to progress towards for Rashka anymore guild-wise, she's kinda stuck in her position, and sure, she could probably step up and lead things, but for me there's always been a problem with whenever character progress comes to an end, I get bored. Put simply; I need to be able to 'earn' IC fame/coolness/progression w/e you wanna call it, to be interested.
On a more OOC matter, there are some people in the guild which I simply can't cope with, which of course is rather normal as we can't all like eachother, but I feel it stops some kind of character progression as well, since it comes off on the RP as well, from both parties.
Again I've also had a lot of irl things to attend to, which includes being gone from home quite often to see my fiancé.
And when I'm finally online, I mainly just do some pvp/pve, and then that's it.
No hate
Rashka