She felt the cold steel running over a part of her throat, the stinging sensation as the blade made it's cut. Rhigas hand around her wrist suddenly felt very cold as the blood quickly left her, soaking her shoulder. Almost instantly the world around her got blurry, Rhigas face over her was quickly disappearing in front of her, absorbed by the twirl of colors of the world that turned into a grey nothingness. She heard someone screaming her name and she couldn't help but smiling as everything turned black and for once in a long while all the pain was gone. All she felt was calm, content, it was over.
She was happy, free, the cottonlike darkness embraced her with nothingness... For the first time in her life she felt as if gotten home. For hours, weeks, years, she just lied there. Safe. Then suddenly intense pain, she had forgotten about pain, didn't even know it existed anymore. Her forehead was on fire, it burnt, her blood started to boil, she wanted to scream but there was no sound. Her belly started to burn she felt as if her insides turned to ash and it didn't stop. It felt like an eternity had passed when the pain finally stopped. And only a moment did she feel the cottonlike darkness embrace her again before she was suddenly pulled away. She fought for her life to stay there, tried to grip to anything but there was nothing. slowly, slowly she was lifted up, worldly pain started to seep into her being and she could have cried if there was any tears where she was. She heard voices but she couldn't recognize them, she didn't even understand what they said. She tried to force her way back to the cottonlike embrace again but no matter how much she fought it let her go and she was back. She felt the pain in her body, she felt crushed as if a kodo had sat down on her.
She tried to move but nothing wanted to work, not even a finger could she lift, she wanted to open her eyes but her eyelids refused her, she tried to scream but she couldn't open her mouth. Pain, everywhere pain.
She heard voices, they seemed familiar but it was like a thick wall between the source of them and herself. She felt confused, something in the voices pulled at her but she wanted back into the darkness. Something was struggling to keep her from it and she once again tried to scream to ask what ever it was to let her go. Her efforts didn't do her any good, she felt herself getting weaker and weaker but still she fought, It felt like she was dying and all she wanted was to get back to the safe place where there was nothing. The voices got louder and louder and finally she heard them clear and the pain of knowing took her... She fell into a different kind of darkness, she felt fear and panic ride her and then she lost consciousness.
She was happy, free, the cottonlike darkness embraced her with nothingness... For the first time in her life she felt as if gotten home. For hours, weeks, years, she just lied there. Safe. Then suddenly intense pain, she had forgotten about pain, didn't even know it existed anymore. Her forehead was on fire, it burnt, her blood started to boil, she wanted to scream but there was no sound. Her belly started to burn she felt as if her insides turned to ash and it didn't stop. It felt like an eternity had passed when the pain finally stopped. And only a moment did she feel the cottonlike darkness embrace her again before she was suddenly pulled away. She fought for her life to stay there, tried to grip to anything but there was nothing. slowly, slowly she was lifted up, worldly pain started to seep into her being and she could have cried if there was any tears where she was. She heard voices but she couldn't recognize them, she didn't even understand what they said. She tried to force her way back to the cottonlike embrace again but no matter how much she fought it let her go and she was back. She felt the pain in her body, she felt crushed as if a kodo had sat down on her.
She tried to move but nothing wanted to work, not even a finger could she lift, she wanted to open her eyes but her eyelids refused her, she tried to scream but she couldn't open her mouth. Pain, everywhere pain.
She heard voices, they seemed familiar but it was like a thick wall between the source of them and herself. She felt confused, something in the voices pulled at her but she wanted back into the darkness. Something was struggling to keep her from it and she once again tried to scream to ask what ever it was to let her go. Her efforts didn't do her any good, she felt herself getting weaker and weaker but still she fought, It felt like she was dying and all she wanted was to get back to the safe place where there was nothing. The voices got louder and louder and finally she heard them clear and the pain of knowing took her... She fell into a different kind of darkness, she felt fear and panic ride her and then she lost consciousness.